set aside love for a while

love that you equate with

purity. it is always there.

i am in the midst of this

island of confusion and the

only solution is the temporary

agreement with the flesh.

i never get away with its demands.

set aside love for a while.

i know it will stay. but this flesh

is burning and i need to save it.

the only way to save it is to

pamper it for a while. it is

decaying. it is rotting and it needs

another younger flesh to infuse

it with new blood. the blood that

reddens everything that is pale

within me.so i will set aside love

for a while. I am not putting

you away. I am just saving myself.

I refuse to die. I will be with you

in a short moment. Love stays.

But this flesh is burning. And

i need its fire for the moment.

Forgive me. But i have to do

this one. Burn myself with lust.

and with another. And when i

regain this lost vigor. I will be

with you again. You are love.